Ha.

I got my closure.
&Man, am I open.

I want the money, and the cars, and the clothes, and the hoes.

I made a cd containing many songs that are like top 40 or whatever. I have some things to say!

Drake, you're not really established enough of a rapper to put out songs like the ones you have. I love you as Jimmy, but you need to call up Jay-Z and get some advice about how to put out songs about more than sex...and sex.
"I may not be a referee but I'll make yo' pussy whistle like the Andy Griffith theme song"Sorry, that's not a good line. You're from Degrassi.

Jay-Z & Alicia, I love you so much you will never understand. The first time I heard Empire State of Mind was the happiest day of my life. &I don't even know why I love that song so much.

Justin Bieber, AWEEEEEE how cute I love you!!!!

Lady Gaga, alright you win. I like Bad Romance, it makes me want to dance like a robot...but I'll never get over Poker Face, or Just Dance. That's asking too much.

John Mayer&T-Swift, BEST FREAKING COMBINATION OF PEOPLE EVER.

MUSE&30STM, you both hold Half of My Heart. (ha get it, cause that's the name of the JM/TS song!?)

&Finally, Chris Brown, Crawl? It has me convinced.

Heat. Touch. Energy. Love.

My right hand is numb.
&I don't know why.

Damn.

Mirror in the sky, what is love?

I love you. I really, really do.



I'm getting older.
&It is getting terrifying.
&So so exciting.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away.

Man, I'm stressed. I have to read 10 more pages in my Gov book before school, and I'm about to throw an "I DON'T WANNA!" hissy fit. &I leave in like 15 mins...will I have time!? Not if I keep dicking around on the computer I won't!

Calculus test tomorrow.
Seven hours of work today.
Awww. Man :(

And in the end the love you take is equal to the love you make.

I love my friends and I loveeeee living: something I haven't let myself do since like my freshman year.

I love having spirit and energy and enthusiasm, and I love being comfortable with myself for the first time in a long time.

Thank you. SO MUCH.

:)

School is killing me. &I work 37 hours next week. Finals are coming, and Christmas, and all the stress and sadness that goes along with it. It's nice to escape, and this weekend was a GREAT escape.

I love you all :)

I'm like the energizer bunny: I just keep going and going and going and going...

Tonight should be awesomely fun.
If not I'm going to be way disappointed.
I'll let you know how it goes :)

&I don't know how it gets better than this.

Alright, confession time:

As much as I HATE Twilight (Okay I don't even hate it, I've never read it or whatever. I just hate how god damn popular it is! I'm sick of hearrrring about it!), Edward is fiiiiiiiine. I've been watching the previews for the movies...mmmmmmm.

Second confession. If I have to read oneee more god damn short story, I'm going to slit my own throat.


Today is gonna be quite a long day. School, home for like half an hour, work till seven. No plans tonight. I'll either find something to do or come home and continue my mad physics rush I've been on. I only have like 5 weeks worth of content left! (As opposed to the 8/9 weeks worth I had on Monday) Maybe I'll actually finish! Hopefully! Sweeeeet :). Gonna read as much of this as I can before I kill myself and then go to schoollll! Have a lovely Friday :)




HEY. YOU. GET A JOB.

Something's wrong when you regret things that haven't happened yet.

I just want to change everything about myself physically anymore.
I'm so boreeeeedd.
I love my new hair, personally.





What will I do next!? You will never know...
(Until I do it, of course!)

I've never been anywhere cold as you.

Thinking about you hurts.
Physically.
I can feel my skin.
I can feel it falling off.