Sunday, December 21, 2008

I see the ice is slowly melting.

I know...it's been forever. I have more important things to worry about than blogging. Unfortunately I seem to be the only one...

But not today! I've been...basically sleeping all day. It's a nice change. And so far, winter break has been decent. I've gotten close with a friend I was starting to grow apart from, and close to someone who I never have been before.

I'm a lot better off on my own, I'm realizing.

I moved into the guest apartment thingy in my house. It's so much better. I can actually sleep past eight in the morning most of the time, I get my own stash of food, two tvs, and my kitty lives up here with me. Its a lot easier to take care of her when her food and litter is in my kitchen instead of hidden away.

A lot of dumb shit has been going on in my life lately, but suddenly I realize that I don't need anyone to make it better for me. I realize that relying on people is a waste of energy, and that the only way for things to get better is for me to make them.

I guess not having something around can help you realize that you don't need it to be happy.