Well, without telling anyone, I took off for California today. For now, I'm chillin. Just thought I'd let y'all know. I know how concerned you guys get!
:D
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
Because music is what feelings sound like...
It's strange how certain songs can always put you in a certain mood. Like, "Here Comes The Sun," always makes me feel like everything's okay. It makes me feel like things will always get better. I guess that's the point.
Music is a wonderful thing. I miss it. I used to be so into it and obsessed with it and always up with the new stuff, but lately I've been slacking. Well, no more!
On a different note, a lot of things are going on. If you wanna know, though, you'll just have to ask :D. I love you all. Goodnight! :D :D :D
Music is a wonderful thing. I miss it. I used to be so into it and obsessed with it and always up with the new stuff, but lately I've been slacking. Well, no more!
On a different note, a lot of things are going on. If you wanna know, though, you'll just have to ask :D. I love you all. Goodnight! :D :D :D
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
When walls are put up not to keep people up, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
Ah. I have so much going on right now. I don't know what I'm going to do once school starts. Right now I have a bunch of assignments to do. I actually did a lot of one tonight, which helps me feel a bit better, but still...summer homework? Teachers are fucking retards.
I start working soon...!...:(. I don't know what to think. Before, I mean, I was excited about it because I had nothing better to do with my time, and I'd love to have actually earned my money for once, but now...? I don't know, I'm just lazy and don't feel like working!
I pretty much hate myself right now. I'm definitely trying to work on that, but I need my sleep! It's a crucial part of my existance. I guess that doesn't really show by the fact that I'm up at 4:32 AM now, does it.
And I have SO MUCH I want to write about. Too bad I CAN'T! Not yet, anyhow. Idk. It's just about killing me though.
I'm starting to realize how amazing some people are though. And how much some other ones suck at existing...but let's be positive, because for once in my life, I feel positive. Maybe not about what's going on in one half of my life, but definitely about what's going on in the other half.
I bet I've confused you! Well. School starts soon. BOOOOO to the max. But at least I have an excuse to do mass shopping with Brittany! Woo!
On a more upsetting note:
I hate my house. I can't stand living here. It's just ridiculous. I shouldn't have to dread coming home. Home should be a place you yearn for once you're away. Not some place that you'd do anything to get away from. I'm thinking about sound proofing my room, as well as enabling it with an FBI secret files quality security system to keep out the...well...yeah. Chains, deadbolts, lasers, and insulation seem to be the only hope left. Wish me luck.
For now, I'm going to bed.
And I'll contemplate life in ways that Blogger could never help me achieve!
I'm tired, I get weird when I'm tired...
I start working soon...!...:(. I don't know what to think. Before, I mean, I was excited about it because I had nothing better to do with my time, and I'd love to have actually earned my money for once, but now...? I don't know, I'm just lazy and don't feel like working!
I pretty much hate myself right now. I'm definitely trying to work on that, but I need my sleep! It's a crucial part of my existance. I guess that doesn't really show by the fact that I'm up at 4:32 AM now, does it.
And I have SO MUCH I want to write about. Too bad I CAN'T! Not yet, anyhow. Idk. It's just about killing me though.
I'm starting to realize how amazing some people are though. And how much some other ones suck at existing...but let's be positive, because for once in my life, I feel positive. Maybe not about what's going on in one half of my life, but definitely about what's going on in the other half.
I bet I've confused you! Well. School starts soon. BOOOOO to the max. But at least I have an excuse to do mass shopping with Brittany! Woo!
On a more upsetting note:
I hate my house. I can't stand living here. It's just ridiculous. I shouldn't have to dread coming home. Home should be a place you yearn for once you're away. Not some place that you'd do anything to get away from. I'm thinking about sound proofing my room, as well as enabling it with an FBI secret files quality security system to keep out the...well...yeah. Chains, deadbolts, lasers, and insulation seem to be the only hope left. Wish me luck.
For now, I'm going to bed.
And I'll contemplate life in ways that Blogger could never help me achieve!
I'm tired, I get weird when I'm tired...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Lo siento, amigos!
So basically, sorry I haven't blogged in like...3 weeks. I've had a lot going on. I can totally drive now!!!
It makes me love life. A lot has happened since July 3rd. If you really care, go ahead and ask me. But I don't have much time to blog now. I am actually gonna go down and work on my outlines and what not for stupid school that starts in 3 weeks!! BOOOO!! I hate school, but as of now, I love life :D!
It makes me love life. A lot has happened since July 3rd. If you really care, go ahead and ask me. But I don't have much time to blog now. I am actually gonna go down and work on my outlines and what not for stupid school that starts in 3 weeks!! BOOOO!! I hate school, but as of now, I love life :D!
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.
I'm not a person who gets along with everyone, and I'll be the first to admit that. However, having enemies really bothers me. I'm sure most of you don't know that, because I don't come off as the kind of person who cares, but sometimes I do.
If you hate me, that's fine, whatever, but what I can't handle is people who constantly want to start little drama. Esp. people who can't accept neutrality.
Guys are great. They make great friends. They don't start stupid crap. So are my few female friends. They're some of the only girls who DON'T act like stupid bitch hoes!
I've been trying to catch up on my summer reading or whatever. I read the Crucible at the end of the school year, but I just started, "Grapes of Wrath," a few days ago. I initially hated it, but it's better now that I'm kinda getting into it.
So...anyhow...I know you're all drying to see these photos:
If you hate me, that's fine, whatever, but what I can't handle is people who constantly want to start little drama. Esp. people who can't accept neutrality.
Guys are great. They make great friends. They don't start stupid crap. So are my few female friends. They're some of the only girls who DON'T act like stupid bitch hoes!
I've been trying to catch up on my summer reading or whatever. I read the Crucible at the end of the school year, but I just started, "Grapes of Wrath," a few days ago. I initially hated it, but it's better now that I'm kinda getting into it.
So...anyhow...I know you're all drying to see these photos:
I'm looking forward to my future as the crazy cat woman.
She attacked me today, though :(
Fortunately, we're friends again.
Anyhow, gonna go talk to Brittany/ Read/ Waste time before I fall asleep. Goodnight everyone!
PS: 4 days to license! And my awesome birthday party at Peter Piper. YUSS!!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
We never understand how little we need in this world until we know the loss of it.
A lot of my life has changed lately.
It's hard for me to understand why I miss her so much when I've lived more of my life without her than I did with her. Maybe it's just that all the things going on now are making me think of how much easier life would be if she were still around.
I've dealt with this for eight years, and I'd have to admit, it still sort of feels like she's being replaced. Some feelings never go away.
Deborah Jean Williams
July 26, 1956- June 9, 2000
Because I know most of you have never seen her.
(Or my natural hair color ;D)
Well, my birthday's soon. 6 days to car! :D
It's hard for me to understand why I miss her so much when I've lived more of my life without her than I did with her. Maybe it's just that all the things going on now are making me think of how much easier life would be if she were still around.
I've dealt with this for eight years, and I'd have to admit, it still sort of feels like she's being replaced. Some feelings never go away.
Deborah Jean Williams
July 26, 1956- June 9, 2000
Because I know most of you have never seen her.
(Or my natural hair color ;D)
Well, my birthday's soon. 6 days to car! :D
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